Depression checkup

It's been awhile since I've had the energy to work on anything related to sites on this domain. I still have to migrate (fancy way of saying copy paste) old posts from the hugo based blog to this one. I'd also like to make a landing page for my online presence linking to this site and others about me or hosted by me.

Besides this gray fog that is my every day life. I've gotten interested in the fediverse, well to put it lightly. I spent one week completely engulfed in curiosity reading about different projects and checking out different instances. You can find me on mastodon @JonossaSeuraava@cybre.space if you'd like.

Other thing that completely sucked me in for a week or two was setting up my home server (at last!). It was supposed to be a quick and easy unRAID install, which is was. But boy was there a lot of interesting stuff do on the server and tons and tons of projects. Now I have this basic media server + network storage setup. It's fine for now but at some point I'd like to try and host some games on it and maybe run some vms. Oh and also I'd like to write a blog post if this project at some point.

I've gotten on depression meds like six months ago. I guess they have been helping. Hard to say. I've been seeing therapist for a month now. In last session they said that they are having hard time defining/reading/grasping (I can't come up with a correct word here) my problems, which to me says that I have way too much bottled up stuff rammed in dark corners of my psyche. For years and years. It's gonna be a long one.